Stir Crazy

You know, I would think that I would enjoy being home alone for days on end. I don't. All I have is the solice of my computer and a CD player. I can't sew because it hurts. I really don't read much because my back hurts and that distracts me. I just put a load of laundry in and my back is yelling! My kitchen is less than clean, but my back won't allow me to care. I am bored! I just mainly play a game on the computer because that is the only thing that distracts me from my hurting back. I can't even take Nemo to the beach because I need someone to help me as he gets very excited at the beach. Oh well. Today I am going into work for a meeting to discuss all the work injuries and work on a solution. Then tomorrow I start a new kind of physical therapy.
I am annoyed with this lady at our Bible study. You see, one of the couples there just had their 2nd baby. He is about 4 months old and of course my mom enjoys holding him, as do I. Of course this annoying woman keeps saying things like "your mom wants to be a grandma" or "babies are contagious" (I won't go into a lesson on how babies come about). I of course reply that we are not ready to have kids and she says "oh, never say that because God will change your plans". Finally, last night I got even more annoyed because she doesn't seem to care about me, but just me as a baby factory. I said, "you know, I am pretty sure that this is not God's time either. I have a back injury and think I need to focus on getting better first". I was half tempted to lie and tell her that I am medically unable to have kids, just to make her feel bad. Why does everyone think that once you get married it is time to have babies. I am only 24 years old and Jess and I have been married less that 3 years. It is hard enough watching so many of my friends (sorry Rach) get pregnant. I know that I don't want to have kids yet, but why doesn't anyone except that as an answer. I am done venting now! Anyway, that is my update. I hope I am not too depressing.